Sunday, April 14, 2013
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 4:31 AM
This "now" that we sit in.
A place to be.
All it took to get us into this moment.
All the encounter.
Relationships crossing our paths;s
Tears and smiles,
screams of joy and anger;
Praise, worship, success, rejection.
Of crazy dances and star jumps,
Betrayals and lies;
At the end of this reflection,
what mattered was neither the highs nor lows that life showed us.
It showed us more.
It was never the experience.
It showed us a birth.
A birth of this silent presence.
You showed up.
You showed up regardless
Better still, to have stayed the course.
Now, in this silence of this moment, a rest of gratitude.
A conviction that love holds this biology together.
A truth that your arrival here and now makes up a larger picture.
An accidental fate.
Friday, December 14, 2012
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 1:59 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Much of the work we do, involves people and their behaviors. Over the years, I have learned that the clarity and sight one must come to develop in identifying behavioral patterns, is utterly important. With belief systems forming our behavioral patterns, there is no right nor wrong for the person living that out. It is a matter of being conscious or unconscious of these patterns, as the process of self enquiry unfolds one to mere understanding of how they have come to form (behavioral patterns). Evolution only happens after understanding is established, on the level of being.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 1:53 PM
Saturday, August 04, 2012
I maintain that Truth is a pathless land,
and you cannot approach it by any path whatsoever,
by any religion, by any sect.
That is my point of view, and
I adhere to that absolutely and unconditionally.
Truth, being limitless, unconditioned, unapproachable
by any path whatsoever, cannot be organised;
If you first understand that, then you will see
how impossible it is to organize a belief.
A belief is purely an individual matter,
and you cannot and must not organize it.
If you do, it becomes dead, crystallized;
it becomes a creed, a sect, a religion,
to be imposed on others.
~ J. Krishnamurti
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 3:29 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2012
I am to care for timmy, before any. I am guardian to his magic, his life force, his possibilities, his joy, his truth, his silence, his grandness, his light, his creation, his faith, his loyalty and his love, without a compromise. It is a responsibilty I undertake and not anyone else.
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 4:05 PM
they who ask of you to dismiss yourself to fit in, values what is convenient to them. they extend conformity because it is what they have submitted to. they value what the world thinks of them more than being a guardian of your mystery. #timmythinks
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 3:00 PM
Friday, April 06, 2012
Thursday, March 01, 2012
Nothing that he had sought outside of him, provoked the depth of joy that the heart was capable of celebrating.
The heart celebrated everything for the price of nothing.
The world outside celebrated nothing really, for the price of everything.
He looked within.
He encountered God when that which is within, provoked life.
He encountered God when the whole of him gave, did, loved, created, played, smiled and extended.
In moments of living out the all of him, he stumbled the divine.
He came to know God not by name, but by the vastness of it's presence.
He came to know God not by boundaries, but in the transcendence of boundaries.
He encountered God through the infinite unknown.
His prayer was not the articulation of words.
It was the intent and gratitude that immerse with every breath.
Every time he extended the more of him, he encountered the more.
Courage came, then freedom.
Freedom was responsibility.
It was growth.
Encountering did one thing.
It allowed possibilities to unfold through him. He encountered inspite the unknown - without limits.
With every encounter, he met the moment. With every moment, he saw the infinite.
In the infinite, he dissolved.
Duality found it's death.
He became the embodiment of love.
Love became what he poured, not what he seeked.
That which he poured became his participation with the vastness of the whole.
He encountered God through the very breath of life.
Not through beliefs.
The former, unconditional an experience.
The latter, conditioning to experience.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
The world is nothing but collective consciousness trying to establish an identity for its own existence. It wants to be present in the presence of something. I can do without that identity. #timmythinks
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I think the year of the dragon shall be one of courage. Courage that you must possess to transcend and breakthrough all boundaries that cultivates limitation. Courage that will see you unfold, flower & shine. Courage exhibiting honor, intelligence, creation and love.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Sunday, January 08, 2012
Sunday, January 01, 2012
For that which welcomes the coming year, is not the change of a calendar, nor the optimism that things will get better - but knowingness that potential shall flower. new realms will be yours. for you who have participated in my year, and allowed me to participate in yours - I will forever be grateful. It truly has been an awesome year.
I pray you immerse in the coming year and allow the joyous of life to manifest through you. Love to all.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Monday, October 31, 2011
As of today, I'm changing this blog to host my photography and how I randomly capture what I come to see with life. For my random thoughts - it's all hosted on http://timmythinks.com I'll be travelling Europe come Dec 2011 - Jan 2012. So I'll be putting up some photos here. =)
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 4:58 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2011
Posted by Tim Fernandez @ 11:05 AM
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Independence day must be a reminder that we ought to perfect the path of every individual coming to their independence. For that to happen personal responsibility becomes the base for freedom to flower. When the collective comes together as independent individuals, then a nation of great consciousness is born. The essence of independence is personal power regained. The blame game becomes obsolete a nature.
Happy Independence Day, Malaysia.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
don't mistake making a stand for yourself & looking after your interest to be the same thing.
the former can still build relationships. the latter destroys. the former acknowledges the other before self. the latter acknowledges only the self. the former extends space, the latter collapses it. the former in acknowledging self, restores personal power of another. the latter, insist on being acknowledged to be in power. the former stands centered, and sees the big picture of abundance. the latter seemingly stands centered, misses the big picture and finds the scarcity of the moment.
the former, usually a creator, the latter an opportunist.
the former lives in love, the latter in survival.
the former, in his evolution evolves the circle around him too. the latter evolves to be better than the circle around him.
both however are patterns.
Saturday, July 09, 2011
I'm finding a need to share this at this time where people roam the streets for a cause, here in Malaysia. To begin with the self, is where it all begins. It is where the biggest reform one can ever begin. The most courageous. Not the streets, not with the government, not with systems. Physical reality will shift ONLY when many recognize personal responsibility and reform from within. It is the basic understanding of creation, we have missed. It is alot easier facing what is outside of us for change, than to come within, face the self and change the within. The truth the within unfolds reforms the heart & spirit. The outside reforms minds & perception. Go to work on the self, is the base of what Marianne Williamson writes. My favorite piece.
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
-- from A Return to Love, by Marianne Williamson.
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
The more I encounter life, the more I am realizing who, why & what matters. For that which matters shall have the best of me. No compromise, for this is a call to live in priority this lifetime.
Thursday, June 02, 2011
my love does not thread on feeling. it is not a trade. it is not an exchange that settles with a tit for tat. it is truth. it is an extension of my core to you. it is far larger than what my name could ever hold, transcending any measure and comparison.
it is my simple gift when you are in my space.
Monday, May 30, 2011
The definition and depth of a word/phrase communicated is found largely in the tonality articulated.
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
I think the death of Osama has become the celebration for many who have kept a level of vengeance within. In the celebration of his death, I am guessing we're celebrating revenge. Subtly, the celebration is a propagation of revenge. How can humanity evolve as a whole when we take pleasure in living out our hurt? The man died, because someone put a bullet into his head, as he did with many others. Regardless what he did, his death was murder too. And the masses celebrate that? Do you see the joy that is coming out from some of them who came to know this news?
The subliminal our children may pick up is that it's alright to lash out revenge, and if it comes through, celebrate. Think about it?